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Monday, April 26, 2010

The Appearance of Propriety
Among certain leaders there may exist more the need for an appearance of propriety than for the fair and considerate treatment of those they serve. The history of the world has been irrevocably affected by this. And so, too, has it affected the current trust level of people for the state of the economy, the financial system, and certain religions. And around the world it tempers the tenor of the times.

It Russia they say that as long as their leaders lend to a sense of stability and order, the Russians experience them, from Kubla Khan forward, as necessary and therefore acceptable.  

In Sudan, the recent election has brought to the presidency one Omar al-Bashir, a man whom the the International Criminal Court has charged with war crimes in Darfur (of which al-Bashir says he is innocent).

In the Vatican City, Pope Benedict XVI, formerly Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger, has been said to have responded questionably to allegations of sexual abuse in Oakland, CA; Tucson, AZ; and Munich, Germany.

Then, too, there is the case of Fr. Marcial Maciel Degollada, of Mexico, founder of the Catholic order The Legion of Christ, suspended but reinstated after having been accused by a number of his own seminarians who claimed they had been sexually abused themselves by Maciel.

All of which leads one to wonder not only about such elected and appointed officials of the world, but also about the people who elect, appoint, and revere them.

And then, speaking of leadership gone awry, there is Goldman Sachs full-service global investment banking and securities firm. As it turns out, Goldman Sachs is central to the current Wall Street
and big-bank financial debacle and has been brought up on charges of having committed fraud that when fleshed out will be described in the billions of dollars. And worse yet, Goldman Sachs' venture is and has been carried on the backs of the sub-prime mortgage holders whom to begin with they funded, bonded, and then, to add insult to injury, bet against.

In sum, Goldman Sachs insured its interests just in case (which it knew would be the case) . . . just in case the mortgages foreclosed. And when the mortgages foreclosed and the bonds collapsed, Goldman Sachs and others like them grabbed their bags of gold (collected in the form of insurance payouts) and ran, not to the hills, but to the banks where, thankfully, they found the Republicans willing to filibuster against any bill designed to protect the nation from having this kind of dishonesty and fraud occur again. This in turn caused those at Goldman Sachs to jump for joy and send their lobbyists off to join the fray. Goldman Sachs' purpose? To prevent the proposed financial reform bill from ever reaching the Senate floor, the result of which may yet turn out to be that, should they succeed, the financial reform bill will be never debated, never passed. 

Just what the ailing economy needs: the richest men and women in the country sending lobbists to work to block legislation that could protect the rest of us from future financial exploitation and unnecessary economic woes.

But that's all right. They dress well. Their teeth are straight. They're nails are pared and buffed. They look good. And given their extreme wealth, surely they offer a certain air of status and propriety despite the evidence to the contrary.

Roberta in Po-Town, Truckin'
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Asperger's: Atypical as Told by Jesse A Saperstein

I really didn't expect to be so artlessly pulled in by Atypical: Life with Asperger's in 20 1/3 Chapters by Jesse A. Saperstein. As I read Jesse telling about his perseverative letter writing, off beat ways of interacting, and penchant for letting bodily noises and odors interrupt any social event, I just wanted to shake him. "Come on, Jesse. Get a leg up on this. You're smart. You're really savvy." Well, I'd guess he was--after all, he wrote and published the book I was reading (which thoroughly caught me), didn't he? And he's a graduate of Hobart and William Smith Colleges. And good-looking guys like Jesse usually have all the women in the world to, if nothing else, coach them to the highest level of civility.

Wrong.

Jesse is, as they say, on the spectrum. His directness and honesty are often ill-timed or not welcome. As a boy, he was bullied. As an adult, getting and keeping a girlfriend remains a glass mountain he has yet to conquer; Jesse has Asperger's Syndrome. These challenges suggest some of AS' associated downs.

But then there are the ups. 

Jesse can persevere; with only hikers he met as he walked to raise money for HIV/AIDS and its captors--the kids at Camp TLC where he worked as a counselor--Jesse covered the 2,174-mile length of the Appalachian Trail on foot. And he wrote Atypical, a wonderful bloom born of his forthrightness, courage, and sticktuitiveness.

If you get chance, pick up a copy. Just be prepared to be sucked in, then lifted and dropped--confounded because, you got it! You finally got what they mean: Asberger's. Oh. Yeah. Asperger's.

My heart goes out to Jesse and others with Asperger's, none of whom is either typical or typical of those with AS because like typicals, each person with AS is different. And therein lies both the challenge and the delight.

Roberta in Po-Town, Awake

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

Stuffnmuch

Despite my need for friends and family, by nature I'm a private person. Perhaps that's why I'd prefer to write about the ferry crossing at Crown Point or Michelle Obama's trip to Mexico.

I do like to write, but tonight I don't seem to have much to say about the world out there.

Today I bought a new printer. I've been limping along without one of my own for several months. Luckily my son is a small business man and he doesn't mind if I use his. Still the printer somehow improves my sense of wholeness and lends to my sense of optimism. Can you imagine. Me. A writer. In this day and age. And my printer on the fritz.

This week I sold and gave away some copies of Jolt: a rural noir, and placed a few more in Merritt's Bookstore in Millbrook, NY.  Merritt's is a busy center of activity, sharing, and learning. And the people there were so nice. Just being there once convinced me that the next time I'm out that way, I'll definitely stop by again. It's just off the main street, but anyone in town can tell you how to find it.

Rituals scare me, still I suppose they serve their purpose in bringing people together. So last night I went to my niece's confirmation into the Catholic religion. And tomorrow night, another ritual, but of the kind in which as a participant, I'm more comfortable. It's a birthday party for my middle grandson who will be nine. Just family.

Monday ends my week away from the residential setting where I do speech-language therapy with emotionally disturbed children. The kids are fine, but the schedule is grueling, and there is little to no time to socialize. Probably not much different from workdays all over at this time--which doesn't mean that that's the way I believe it should be.

April weather is lovely and my third sister is in town visiting from North Carolina. She and her twin and her twin's family rode out to Connecticut today where the youngest of my nieces danced and took first place in an Irish step-dancing competition. I'm very happy for her. She loves dancing and has worked hard to reach the championship level at which she now finds herself, all the while also achieving academic honors at school. Her sister is also in honors. And both girls are charming teenagers of whom I am most fond.

Roberta in Po-Town, Chillin'

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Saturday, April 3, 2010

Free Ferries Up and Running in Crown Point
Where the Champlain Bridge linked the counties of Addison in Vermont and Essex in New York, now, seven days a week until midnight, two long, low, white stately ferries glide to and fro across Lake Champlain. From my window in Port Henry I watch them in their dedicated journey, the sight marred by the derek on the barge in the middle at work removing the submerged debris from the imploded bridge. And I note the uncomely, large length of attached but collapsed bridge in Addison and across the water, the more abbreviated stump of a bridge on the Crown Point side--very disheartening to see such ugliness where once a graceful white bridge sang out a sense of connectedness with the world.

So I took the ride that once I loved. I drove to Vergennes. I remembered it last as seamless and quick. A half hour at most.

I didn't time it this time but it was definitely longer. From the time I sensed the ferry pull away from the dock until the chain came down and we could again turn on our motors, I measured seven minutes going and seven on the return. But then one has to also to consider the length of the line of cars and the wait for the time of departure. So my estimate is that on a good day it turns the half-hour trip into a fifty-minute one and on a bad day, an hour. Which means that for those who work in Burlington, instead of forty-five minutes, an hour and fifteen.

I don't know if you've ever commuted, but I will tell you that in my experience a half hour commute on both ends of the day is doable, forty minutes is pushing it, and anything after an hour is just sheer exhausting. I know. I've done them all.

So here's my take on it: Ferries are fine as long as they are not viewed as an answer. The Crown Point Ferries help, but beyond ruining the pleasure of zipping along easily back and forth to work, they lengthen a commuter's day among a work force already stretched to the limit.

My only hope is that the Crown Point replacement bridge remains a priority for the area and is up and open at the earliest possible date. Anything less than that compounds what has already caused a serious impact on an area with enough economic concerns without having also to deal with the increased costs of longer commutes on worker's health and happiness.

Next time, given the depressed economy in the area that has been exacerbated by the imploding of the Crown Point bridge, I will blog about what I believe is an imperative--that not less than ninety per cent of the workers employed to build the Crown Point replacement bridge be North Country and Addison County residents.

Roberta in Po-Town, Concerned
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Here you're suppose to learn about my personal life, my love of learning, the dog I don't have, my house that sits empty on a hill in Port Henry 'cause on the one hand I don't want to sell it, 'cause I love it too much, but on the other hand, I never seem to find the time to get there anymore but I haven't found a buyer. Of course I haven't been looking either. Too busy with Jolt.  Also this site is still under construction so I probably won't get to selling it this month either.  Well, that means, at least I can run up there over Labor Day and party with all my friends and neighbors there which is enough to make me want to hurry up and finish this so I can get ready to leave.

Here I am supposed to write more about myself and think about putting a picture of myself someplace below, except I put the picture in before I did anything else because I thought I was suppose to get rid of the butterfly but it didn't, which is probably just as well because I like the butterfly better.  That's because it doesn't make me feel exposed like the black dress I'm wearing below does.  The reason I chose that picture is because my sister C. thinks it's about the best picture of me I ever had taken.  That's because I'm more mature now and most pictures look awful because they really look just like me.  Of course C. thinks the one below does and all the other ones don't. Which a bit of a trip in itself. But what is there to say? And I'm glad she took it.  R.

Almost to the Apex

8/28/09 - Very exciting. Dust jacket design forwarded for proofing.  Thank you so much Kristi for the image! And John and Nancy for the quotes! And Lorna for sending me Joan--and Joan for sending me Kathi--and Kathi for the design!
                                                                                                                                                     I love you all!
Hugs, hugs, and more hugs:)
R. in Po-Town
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